It is now 9 days before surgery.
I am still in a state of detachment. I know that it is coming but I also know that dwelling on it constantly will make it seem as if it's happening for weeks instead of just the time that it will actually happen.
Of course my mind wanders...... Will I be OK? Will I be the same? Will I feel better than before? (that is my hope)
If I can recover in two months, we will be taking a cruise to Alaska. That is my focus point. To be well and strong enough to make that cruise date.
I find myself thinking more in terms of "after I am well" than worrying about the actual procedure.
It is amazing how quickly your life can change.
This weekend was calm and relaxing. This week I will have a rotation of friends and family staying each day. I am thankful for everyones support.
Tony is trying to give me things to look forward to. I know that this is very hard for him.
That actually is the second worst part of this......knowing how all of this is making him feel
So stressed and worried. Of course that first worst part is knowing that I have a time bomb in my head!
Well for today there is sun, a friend on the way for a visit, and plenty to be grateful for.
Love
Debra
Hey Deb,
ReplyDeleteI had a meeting today with Lorraine in regards to what she learned at the institute. She is implementing everything she has learned with a little help from me and Allison. I wish something like this was around when I was a young struggling salon owner. Because of that experience I know how important the institute is and how life changing it will be for some of the people who attend it. That would never have happened without you. I thought you should know that and there is still so much more for us to do. I look forward to your speedy recovery and quick return.
Jim
Jim,
ReplyDeleteThank You for the wonderful comment. I appreciate your kind words and am very happy to know that Lorraine is moving forward with the Instsitutes ideas.
I am focused on a successful surgery, a fast recovery, and returning to work to continue on the work we started.
I have had so many people supporting me and surrounding me with such powerful positive Love and Energy that I know I will get through this and come out on the other side with a renewed and elevated sense of life and service.
Love to you .....Deb